I just want to be happy like the other friends. Want to be happy with my life along my journey to tour the world, My Cristal World... I want my 'I Que Center' being real, sooner or later. I want to live in my life, my happy life, my own version. I want something difference. I don't want to be similar like the other person out there. I just want to be myself. My own. Really want these to be real...
Is it wrong???
I have no idea exactly what make it fail. Which factor make me down? Which one cannot be acceptable?
Even sometime, I cannot choose the choice I want to choose..
Right now, I imagine that I'm not here. But far outside there, deep down inside my heart, I imagine I'm free from everything. I want a freedom. Just enough if I have for a whole day and a whole night. It's alright if I'm all alone. It doesn't matter at all.
I imagine this situation....
...I go to Switzerland. Walking in the meadow. It may be like this.
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Or may be walking in a hallway like this.
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Then I sit down under one of the tree there. Hearing MP3, enjoy and feel deeply the natural beauty. I prefer doing this alone.
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I will be waiting till sunset. I want to be there, till the end of the day. Only then i'lll go back to go home.
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And that night, I'll be there again to see the beauty of our nature. I want stare at moon and star. It might be like these. Sitting under the tree to be free. Just to feel happy. To run away from crowded world. Crowded with anything.
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Then, until the sun are rising up, I'll stand up from where I sit down. Walk away to the lake to see animals there. Fish, frog and may be some of insects. I love it! I miss all the situation. I miss it so much!!! I WANT TO GO! PLEASE....
